So this week I'm on a roll. Making changes, trying to focus on the positive side of transition and reminding myself that change is the only constant we can always count on so why not just let go and embrace it.
In honor of that spirit, I have chosen incremental and monumental changes myself. Simple and small, inexpensive, but impactful to my daily emotions and well being. I started with a daily adoption of practiced meditation. I am not turning seeking any sort of religious guidance or instruction, but simply a calming peace and force within myself. It's simple really; 10-15 minutes of breathing and inner monologue reminding myself to focus on the influx of positive energy and expelling any negative. I talk myself through slow movements and stretches using visualization techniques and continuous purifying breaths. It's nice really. I've found it to be rejuvenating and strengthening. Some days are longer if I have time and the need, but I haven't missed yet and its been a little more than two weeks consistent.
I colored my hair on Friday. I had been using cooler tone blacks because they last longer and seem more permanent and able to fight those hairs that like to show my age......I won't spell out the color.
But this time, I went back to my natural highlights, I have auburn highlights natural so I chose a warmer tone color that picked up on the reds and really made them shine. Some people have told me it makes me look younger. I think they might be full of bull poopie, but it makes me smile, so I'll take the compliment and tell myself its true.
Yesterday was the biggest change of all, I decided meditation and hair color were all fine and dandy, and they were certainly helpful in setting me on path for change, but what I really needed was something drastic. Something BIG. So I chopped it. in twenty seconds and to the sound of tearing paper and metal shears, I lost 8-10".....no turning back. It will be good for summer. cooler, easy to manage, lighter, but drastic. The best part is....I didn't cry. That's right I chopped off my hair, and I didn't cry. Its only hair and if I don't like the cut, well it will always grow back....especially my hair. I don't have thin wispy hair like much of my family...., my hair is thick and heavy, naturally curly, with great texture and depth ....or at least that what Judy my hairdresser says. I have no worries of ever going bald or even thinning anytime soon. I actually think I might love this new look, at least for now, until I need another change.
As it stands, new color, new cut, new attitude = Spicy Young Hip Mom. Well as hip and spicy as I can be and still be me.
Next up a new pedicure, and a soon a vacation. It's time. I haven't had a vacation in a few years. :)
This years adventure will be Yellowstone driven in 4 hour increments with frequent stops per doctors orders. We will make a week of it. Should be fun. Six weeks and counting.
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